OMG!!! wtf!! if u go to the tagboard u'll see aishah saying there sumthin izzati n her nid to talk to me bout, i asked aishah just now and she said she will tell me at mon, i tot wat so i ask izzati then, u noe what, she said i can't join in to the ndp parade! can u belive it, i mean i come for every training n just becoz i never come for the last training becoz i was sick, i can't go in the ndp parade, gosshhh, i cant believe it, u noe wat i i ask izzati why, she said who ask me not to come, do i really want me to be sick, huh? i am really lookin forward to this, then heartbroken, its better i noe today then tomorrow, then all the hard work i put in for the past i donnoe how many weeks is just gone like that, can't be in the parade, gosshh, i feel like crying, i donnoe wat to do noe, i just don have the mood to do anythin,